after my epiphany coupled with my burnout, i continue
after my epiphany coupled with my burnout, i continue creating scripts and working on my projects. despite all this not being exactly what most recommend, pushing my own projects forward will help me care more about things, and since they are my projects (or in which i am the majority), it gives me more freedom to do things under the radar, without necessarily having to follow a protocol/kanban or worry about other participants.